Chapter Four
[ Demilovatfan.com?!]
Somehow, I pulled myself together for the rest of the show, even though I knew people weren't there to see me. I didn't see one Demi sign, not many people sung along, and everyone screamed.. for the jonas brothers. I felt useless.
After the show Joe and I were sitting on the couch in the tour bus, when I broke down. And when I say I broke down, I really did. I hate crying in front of people, but I felt so much saddness inside of me. "Joe, no one wants to see me, they all want to see you."
"Demi, shh, calm down. That's not true, you have so many fans."
"No I don't! No one knows who I am. They just know me as the girl from Camp Rock!"
"But soon they will and they'll love you, just like I love you."
"You love me?" I sniffled.
"I think I do." He said with a smile and lightly kissed me on the lips. Nick walked in, ruining our cute moment. "PDA, enough!"
"We're not even in publc dude!" Joe said throwing a pillow at him.
"Chill!" Nick said back. "You did really good tonight, Demi."
"Thanks." I said, starting to feel better.
I got on the computer, and as weird as it seems, I googled myself. A few things came up, but then I noticed a fansite for me. I clicked on it and read a post someone said. "Demi is amazing! Can't wait till I see her with the Jonas Brothers!" And then there were replies. "Me too!" "OMJ SOO STOKED!"
I was starting to feel better. Maybe Joe was right, maybe I do have fans I don't even know about. But i was going to get to know them, they just wouldn't know it was me..
